* x'mas eve ..... all i wan 4 x'mas is u ..... *

[ * x'mas eve ..... all i wan 4 x'mas is u ..... * ]

* lolx.. finally can update my blog.. sorrie 4 frenz 4 alwaz visit my blog.. nt i dun wanna update.. nt i veri busi.. but is bcos my didi alwaz uses e com .. playin his maple game.. lolx.. tat's y i nv got a chance 2 update lahz.. kekez.. 2dae.. finally got chance 2dae le.. hahaz.. otherwise benny wanna complain le.. sae i ask him update but i nv update.. lolx.. 2005 cumin 2 an end soon le.. so fast.. yr 2005.. i realli gone thru a lot tis yr.. start 2 work on e 26th of nov last yr.. till now.. 1 yr plus le.. finished my o'lvl.. then start workin..

then had an operation on e 24th jan tis yr.. back 2 work.. then.. urine got blood.. gone 2 mani specialist.. now okie le.. but did 1 thingy more scary than injection.. colonoscopy.. oh gosh.. tat almost wanted my life.. hav 2 stop my consumption of food on tat dae.. n drink a veri yucky thingy 2 make mi clear my large intestine in order 2 scope.. aiyoz.. tat's terrible.. though got sedation.. but it dun works at all de.. i'm clear of my surrounding.. so damn painful.. lolx.. after which.. in aug.. mi n him broke off le.. now.. he's attached again.. congrats him.. anw.. dun tok abt him.. will spoilt my mood..

i oso whether tis yr is a fulfillin yr 4 mi not... lolx.. but i noe a lot of new frenz.. at work.. n of cos noe more soka frenz as well.. lolx.. n tis yr.. so happi.. durin my bdae.. i got my frenz n family wif mi.. had steamboat wif my parents on my bdae itself.. though tis yr there's lots of unhappi moments.. i still appreciate tat i'm given a chance 2 live again.. lolx.. i wun purposely 4get wat had happened.. be it happi or sae.. it's all my memories.. lolx.. on my bdae.. i oso got 2 noe tat actually kor realli cares 4 mi a lot.. realli grateful.. i alwaz tot he jus dun care abt mi.. xmas.. i nv realli celebrate lahz.. jus take it as a chance 2 rest lohz.. lolx.. hahaz.. sundae is xmas ma.. so mondae oso public holidae ar.. so got 1 more dae 2 rest lohz.. great!!!!! hahaz..

from a book tat i read.. i got 2 realised 1 thingy.. [[ LOVE IS NOT 2 PEOPLE GAZING AT ONE ANOTHER.. BUT TWO PEOPLE LOOKING AT E SAME DIRECTION ]] hmmm.. dun bcum each other ban jiao shi.. lolx.. those involved in relationship.. tat's a quote 4 u.. hehez.. it's veri easy 2 fall in lurve.. but.. 2 maintain a relation.. is veri veri difficult de.. 2 respect n understand one another.. veri difficult oso.. e mi.. 2wards relationship.. courage = 0%.. confidence = 0%.. gan hai gan hen de jessica is alread died.. let's not tok abt tis anymore..

hey.. anw.. guys.. merry x'mas.. hohoho..

* early celebration 4 mi *

[ * early celebration 4 mi * ]

hmmm.. jus ended my early bdae celebration at 12 yester.. i got hm jus in time at 12am tis mornin.. lolx.. jus lyk cinderalla.. lolx..hahaz.. i hav 2 thankie my soka frenz here.. thankie stephy jie.. my bro-in-law jiafeng, e "cute" benny n of cos our army boi melvin.. hahaz.. we went 4 our sd(student division) meetin at tbsc(telok blangah soka centre) yester.. hmmm.. had spend 2 hrs of our time there 4 a realli wonderful meetin.. my 1st time attendin sd meeting.. but is fine.. got puppet show summore.. nice dance n nice singing.. got pple sing : " can u feel e love tonight" .. oh no... so touching.. n guang liang's tong hua oso.. lolx.. soka pple so talented.. *fainted* (@.@)

i promise.. u will c mi more in gakkai activities.. was at taka seoul yester.. so great.. had my favourite mango juice n mango ice-cream yester.. though i spoke put lotsa of my sad stories out.. yet.. n surprising i didnt cry ar.. lolx.. crybaby grow up le.. i'll control my tears.. i wun cry 4 pple tat dun worth mi contributin my tears le.. u arent ard 4 my bdae.. i dun care le.. i noe u r wif her.. congrats.. i wish u n her will b happi 4eva.. n get out of my life.. it's my life.. my new life wifout u.. u lurve her 4 5 yrs.. now finally 2gether.. should b grateful.. i mus sae sorrie 2 u.. sorrie.. i obstruct u 4 1 yr plus.. sorrie 4 wastin all ur precious time on mi..

stupid ger.. sae dun cry.. now tears oso droppin le.. sobx sobx(T.T).. was walkin ard at orchard.. realli had a great time.. n sayin lotsa of time " i'm tired".. physcially n mentally tired(x.x).. but i noe i got a bunch of frenz supportin mi.. i'm satisfied.. n thankie 4 e strawberry cake.. tat's veri sweet n yummy.. kekez(>.<).. n thankie 4 e present n cake.. i'll learnt my gongyo.. dun worry.. hahaz.. lurve u guys.. lolx(^O^).. it's been so long no 1 bought mi a cake 4 my bdae.. i realli eaten my strawberry cake wif satisfation yester.. realli.. gtg le.. gonna pom pom n go out.. lolx.. take care guys.. lurve u guys lotsa~