[regrets]

regrets

woke up today at 9am.. want to update my blog and gonna meet JN0704C class committee for a meeting at bugis.. supposed to meet them at 1pm.. end up.. the time changed and changed.. Hazwan couldnt make it for the meeting.. he having diarrohoea and fever.. Farhan cant make it too.. got some family matters to settle.. and Nad has to make a trip to NUH to visit her uncle.. so.. the time changed from 1pm to 1.30pm... ask Joyce along too.. since only left with me, Nad and Vin.. was quite worried the 3 of us cannot think of anything.. took 851 to bugis.. and reached around 1.15pm..

YES.. i'm early! and die.. i know they will be late.. luckily.. i still have JOYCE!! she reached around 1.25pm.. and DEFINITELY not late.. we went to pay my hp bill at 7-eleven and went to Bugis Mac and take a seat while waiting for Nad and Vin.. we ate Mcnuggets Student meal.. YES.. who else has that privilege to do so?? ONLY WE STUDENTS!! hahaz.. supposed to meet Daryl later to eat.. but was kind of hungry also.. plus.. i havent eat anything much since last night..

was feeling so terrible the whole night.. having gastric pain.. was bearing with the pain the whole night.. luckily didnt vomit or anything.. just afraid that i will vomit for hours like last time again.. *paranoid*.. Vin sms-ed and said he will reached by 2pm..we WAITED and WAITED.. real PATIENTLY.. but still didnt see HIM.. and Nad.. just left the hospital at 2pm... and reached around 2.30pm... i supposed to meet Daryl at 3pm.. end up.. must make him wait.. feel so BAD.. sorry! we ended our discussion at around 3.30pm.. Douglas came to look for Joyce also.. they want to go get Hadi's birthday present..

finally met Daryl at 3.30pm.. we went to Bugis Street to go take a look at how's Huiqing's girlfriend look like.. *kpo me* kekez.. and that Daryl.. cannot stand him.. ask him where he want to go eat.. he kept repeating: "you boss, you decide..." AIYOZ! *dont treat me too good,i'm afraid i will fall for you again*.. actually, i cant really forget him as well.. he was the best boyfriend i ever had.. we really gone through lots of thick and thin together.. from parents' objection to friends' problems to our studies to my operation.. we conquered them one by one.. but somehow, we are just too immatured that time.. didnt know how to think for our own future...

we went so many places.. from bugis junction to bugis street to beach road.. then took bus100 to queensway.. then from queensway took bus14 to orchard..from lucky plaza walked till cenileisure to PS.. to cathay back to ceni there take bus 16 to tiong.. from tiong to henderson road, Huiqing's house.. then take bus 63 to bugis again..then from bugis i tool bus851 home.. i really feel that Daryl still like me a lot.. actually, what my mom said is right.. i cant really put behind this past relationship with him.. i have always compared him with other of my boyfriends after him..

you're my GREATEST REGRET!!